I've pretty much accepted that I wasted my time, money and effort going to Bryman (they have now changed it to Everest!) and forking out 12,000. I'm NOT going to be doing massage for the rest of my life (or probably in the near future).
So. Now I need to figure out what I want to do, because I really don't make enough money as a receptionist at a car place, and as much as I love my retail job...it's still a fucking retail job. I'd like some fulfillment when I go to work, I'd like to feel that I'm doing something worthwhile.
I think I would like to be an art teacher. It would be awesome to help kids learn what art can do for them, that it can give you a healthy outlet for emotions, and help you learn more about your own feelings. I would probably want to work at a school for "troubled" children/teenagers. Of course there's no money in teaching...but I think I would love it anyway.
Any thoughts?

p.s. the song I'm listening to was totally random by the way, (and eerily appropriate) i love iTunes party shuffle mode.

I forgot how many times yesterday that tonight is my graduation from college. Shows how big of a deal it is to me huh? My parental units are in town so at least I get to spend time with them. I'm not looking forward to this...
I wonder how feasible it will be for me to sneak a book in under my "gown" to read during teh Bullshit? Meh, it can't hurt to try! I hope I don't fall asleep. OH well, happy fun times I guess