I feel like sharing -
-Sometimes I feel 10 years behind everyone else in computer terms. Shit I'm just now discovering the world of MOO's! But meh I can handle it. Most of the time.
-I've felt nauseous on and off the past two days.
-I can't decide whether to be worried about being knocked up or the possibility of infertility...
-I'm still not back on my medication.

Thank you for your time and goodnight.

I'm late. Or at least I feel like it.
Goddamnit. I go through this push-pull about whether or not I'm pregnant and sometimes I wouldn't mind so much, others I think "I'm not fucking ready for that!"

(((sigh))) Because I need more stress in my life.

On a happier but still child-filled note, I babysat for my awesome goddaughter (Miss M.) who is 8, and her little brother my adorable nephew (Buddy) who is 17 mo. Miss M is incredibly intelligent and will hold the most fascinating conversations with almost anyone, but the best are the ones she holds with Buddy. He is an incredibly tactile child, with excellent hand-eye coordination (for a 1 1/2 year old anyway) but he's not very advanced verbally. He still speaks in baby-talk and doesn't quite comprehend what is being said (even the word 'no') except with Maggie. When she speaks he is all ears. He will listen to her more than anyone else from what i have seen. She is his Sun and Moon. Everywhere Miss M. goes he wants to follow, she had to put a baby-proof knob on the door to her room to keep him out, but she bares it all with tolerance and loves him right back.
The only crappy part was I didn't get home until about 3 AM because my sister was super late from work. Damn, and today is a double shift! Oh well enough bitching, time to go and do some..(big sigh)..work.